"I did not think you was so nice! "
" I did not think you had a heart of gold so"
How many times have I heard these words...too many, really. And how many times I'll hear!
Looks can be deceiving, so they say and I say.
I am of the idea that a person must know the way down.
Only then you will be able to grasp the many facets.
I've always been seen as the classic "pussy" but then all they had to change his mind, replacing the label "pussy" with "nice pussy" ;)
Not to mention the times that I took bitch because of the "strong" character.
I'm not a person who sends them to say, I'm very honest and sincere and pretend sincerity.
Lately to be honest, true is equivalent to being bitch.
For me there are no half-measures and half people. Or it's white or black.
I'm always strong and secure, trying each time to get the situation under control, in fact they also tell me that I convey security and stability (this is positive!).
But ... there is a but , there is always a but. People run away .
Why ?
Fear? Inadequacy? Inability to confront?
Someone like me will always remain indomitable, in continuous conflict with itself.
Someone like me do not promise anything, at most can say" I'm giving you my best , but I also take it back". Someone like me is likely to leave you howling in your face while the eyes ask you to stay. Someone like me has simply chosen. She has chosen not to wait for Charming Prince, but to be the warrior who fights and wins, who falls and rises again, crying at night and smiles during the day.
Someone like me send security. But basically this is what she asks. Because for someone like me it is not easy to entrust their live in the hands of someone regardless of the past and experiences . Why someone like me, was born in this way.
I am so, give or take.
Answer: Leave. Too much effort.
Yeah, maybe it's really effort have to deal with someone like me.