I want to believe that one day we will meet again. I want to believe you will be there waiting for me, just as I left you years ago. Real and blatant in your immense beauty. I want to believe that nothing will change, that you will know, again, to give me the emotions that only you know how to give. With your empty and yours voids. Your colors, your infinite spaces and your essence.
I want to believe that you will get your lack, because, trusted, you know you're missing out terribly.
I want to believe that you will realize my dreams. That we will be one thing. You and I, like two lovers who have been separated for too long time. I want to believe you will know how to make me feel home again. You know how to give me that inner peace and that serenity that I find only in you. I want to believe that you will enter the soul, more than what you have already done. You will come back to the veins, to make my heart beat. I want to believe that you will keep it, my heart, again and again. And you will know how to restart it when I have to say hello to you.
I want to believe that it will always be this way, every way and every return.
I want to believe that I will come to you before you can think and surprise you will say me: "You're back!"
Years ago I made you a promise, remember? It's always there, waiting to be realized.
I want to believe it, because believing it is already a step towards you.